Awake as Hell..

I was planning to make myself a cup of coffee tonight 'cause I thought I was going to stay up until dawn. So I boiled water and did a nasty mixture of one helluva coffee (you bet). Since I am not much of a good "coffee maker" or whatever it's called, I just let my instinct do the thing, and come what may.

I thought 1 teaspoon of coffee was not enough so I threw in additional half teaspoon, making a total of 1.5 teaspoons of coffee. Then I added some coffee-mate and a bit of sugar because I don't want my coffee to be too sweet like my mama's.

While waiting for the water to boil, I went to my motherhood, told her I made myself a coffee and asked if 1.5 teaspoons of coffee was already enough. Then she was like, "Isa't kalahati?! Ako nga kalahati lang eh. Ano akala mo dyan, chocolate?" Then I was like uhhhhh. Hahahaha. "Dagdagan mo ng tubig yun ah," she added as I left the room.

As soon as the water boiled, I poured it in. Mixed it.

I was a bit surprised to see the coffee I made not having the usual pale color. Wow, am I improving? Well, not quite. 'Cause when I tasted it, it was no more than the usual coffee I make -- almost tasteless and whatever-tasting-coffee. LOL. Who am I kidding? shtbrix, that color was deceiving. I thought I was already a pro. :))

So I went back to my motherhood to ask her to overhaul my coffee (for the nth time). But she was already asleep. So I asked my cousin to do it instead. Haha. How more annoying can I be to my cousin? LOL :)) She surprisingly did overhaul my coffee without any fuss. She must have hit her head or something. Nevertheless, she actually did good. The "coffee" I made became a real coffee, WHOA AH. Hahaha. Thanks BTW.

However, I found out later that there was no need for me to stay up until dawn; and that there was no need for me to make that stupid coffee after all. The thing was, I haven't had my first (the real one) sip off of my coffee. Hahaha!

So yeah, I had to finish the coffee. And I did.

So here I am, awake as hell. Hahaha. Oh hey, it's 4:41AM. And again, who am I kidding? I am almost staying up until dawn. :))

Feeling ko..

may pilay or mali sa left wrist ko. Di ko alam ano meron eh, basta masakit siya. Matagal na 'to actually. Highschool palang, nafefeel ko nang mejo sumasakit-sakit ung left wrist ko paminsan-minsan. Pero ngayon, lagi na talaga siyang masakit. Hindi ko na siya magamit pangsupport sakin. Halimbawa, may tumulak sakin tapos may wall sa harap ko, ung tipong ipupush ko yung palm ko sa wall para mapigilan ung pagkatumba or pagka-off balance ko. Basta di ko maexplain ng matino. Basta ganun. Hindi ko kayang gawin un, kasi nga masakit talaga siya.

Binabali wala ko lang yun dati kasi feel ko, wala lang yun. Kaartehan lang ng wrist ko. Eh kaso ngayon, medyo may mga nababasa akong blogposts or articles sa net tungkol sa wrist or kamay nila. Yung tendons daw something or kung ano man yun, basta ganun, mapuputol na daw. Basta tipong possible daw na di na nila magagamit ung left hand nila. Wahahaha.

FREAKY. haha. Naparanoid naman ako bigla. So sabi ko kay mama kagabi, pacheck-up din kami.

Haayy. Sana walang mali sa left wrist ko. Sana kaartehan lang talaga ng left wrist ko 'to.

Feeling ko rin, kaya lalong sumasakit na siya ngayon ay dahil sa paggigitara ko. Sa pagkakaalala ko, lalo 'tong sumakit nung tntry kong iplay ung Crash Into Me ng Dave Matthews Band. Ang hirap kasi. Tapos un na. Sumakit na siya forever. Lalo pag ung chords na pnplay ko eh tipong Eb, Ebm na, ung mga nasa 6th fret na. haha.



Haay. Please pray for me, friends. Salamat <3