Saturday, January 29, 2011

This letter will represent my heart

Dear ---
 I've got a letter I would like to send 
It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end. 
But should I trust this dialect? 
To convey the right effect? 


Dear ---
 I've got some things I'd like to set in pen 
I would have used a pencil but lead's just not permanent. 
Should I trust my printer's ink? 
To express the things I think? 

I'll seal it, send it off and wish it luck with its depart. 
This stamp will be every action that carry my affection 
Across the air and land and sea 
Should I trust the postage due? 
To deliver my heart to you? 

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest 
With inside jokes and other folks who've got much more to say 

I hope this helps you see..

Good night.
Signed 



Sincerely me, Lourose.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

OMFG ADVANCE BIRTHDAY GIFT NA OH. :|

WHAT THE! I AM GOING TO THIS CONCERT AND THAT IS FINALLLLLL ADVANCE BIRTHDAY GIFT OH, SOMEONE, ANYONE! :( :( :( :(   



DOWN ON MY KNEES, I'M BEGGING YOU PLS! :(

Friday, January 14, 2011

I'm Perfectly lonely.

Had a little love, but I spread it thin  Falling in his arms and out again  Made a bad name for my game around town. Tore up my heart, and shut it down   

I'm Perfectly Lonely
I see friends around from time to time, And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine  
This is always what I sa
 "A simple little kind of free"
Nothing to do  
Nowhere to be






'Cause I don't belong to anyone 
Nobody belongs to me...

2011- New year, New beginning :)

Dear 2011, please be nice to me, or better yet be amazing! Thank you!






Whenever a new year comes along, we, people most likely try in coming up with some sort of a resolution/s to stick with the entire year, but most of the time we're unable to really stick with it! Haha! So this year Imma put extra effort to stick with it and I think you should, too! 


=]



Adios 2K10!


2010 has definitely been an amazing year for me. A lot of things happened and I'm very glad that I was able to actually survive or even conquer 'em and I feel very blessed for all the blessings God has showered me and my family. This year, great things came my way unexpectedly! -and for that I'm very much grateful! My year's highlight are definitely the 
what I call 
"Paramore's & Usher's concert
which happened on  Feb 9, 2010 & July 9, 2010 @MOA


And even this accident that had happened to me
I won't forget this. DEYM. =)) 
(eto na sana yung last na accident na mangyari sakin. every yar na lang kasi e.)

..This Year's Christmas was fine. Its starting to feel a little dry since the number of family members and relatives abroad's getting bigger, plus it's another Christmas without my dad. Christmas isn't really the same without him, without having the whole family celebrate it together. Oh well, still Christmas was good. :) 
May Christmas 2011 be merrier! 













Amen! 

Stuck By A Memory

It's weird whenever I remember something and try on replaying it on my mind over and over again. I always start acting like I've gone nuts whenever it happens. I then start on editing the whole experience myself by being all 
"Oh, Why didn't I do this and that at that time?! I should've really done/said this and that!


It's almost magical though 'cause of the feeling like it's actually happening again or that I have gone back in time and experienced it all over again!


 It's an amazing feeling while you're still under the "spell of reminiscing" 
but once you start realizing that it ain't really happening anymore or that it had already happened and had flown with the past, it hits you real bad. 


Like reality just came in front of you and gave you a strong slap in the face, leaving you with the question: "Will it ever happen again?" And you shall not lose hope for it might just happen again weather in a blink of an eye or with a little waiting, either way, I'm willing to wait as long as it's gonna happen again and hopefully a better experience to reminisce will come out of it. :)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

BROKE

I have been broke for the longest time. LOL. I owe my cousin some cash. I owe a friend a treat and a plaid top. I owe my 3 friends their birthday gifts. 
Hmm. That's quite a lot. LOL.



That's why I had an agreement with myself that I will not buy anything for myself not until I have paid at least more than half of my utangs..

It was all going well.

Until later, we went to this place. There were stalls. There were DVD's. Series. Movies. So okay, those weren't so tempting. Then straight ahead I saw a large sign "Concert DVDs available here."

Oh no. That wasn't so good. Being the tempted me, I went to see their DVDs and I asked if they have John Mayer concert DVDs. And guess what, they have 3. OH NOOO. T_T

So there. As much as I wanted to refrain myself from buying, I still did. How self centered. T_T Therefore, besides being broke, I have also broken my agreement with myself. HAHA.

I paid for 1 DVD and my mama bought me the other 1. Naawa siguro sakin. HAHAHAHA.