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Some people get tired of showing the best out of them to someone who takes those things for granted [or to someone who is not willing and or open to accept those things]. They end up to conclusions that they are not deserving for that person when all along the truth is they are not the ones who do not deserve them.

-- aw. tama tama.

Kung wala ka..

Natapos na ang lahat

Nandito pa rin ako

Hetong nakatulala

Sa mundo, sa mundo..

Exam na next week

Pero eto ako, PETIKS

Ano ba dapat gawin ng isang estudyante ngayong weekend bukod sa pag aaral para sa exam?

Dahil  tila ngayon ay katamaran ang bumabalot sa aking gawain na inaasam-asam..

ROSES are RED, 

violets are blue.. you're so cute, can I have you? =))

dahil  sa hindi inaasahang pangyayari noong lunes ng alas otso ng umaga.. :">

may isang maliit na surpresa na bumungad sa aking umaga

naghiyawan ang buong klase

pero nung panahong 'yon tila wala ako sa aking sarile
ano nga ba ang nangyayare?


mga reaksyon kong inaabangan
nang ako'y matauhan 
ang aking mga ka laughtripan
ay nabigla rin sa pangyayaring hindi inaasahan

paano nga ba malalaman kung pag-ibig na talaga ang nangingibabaw?

kung ikaw ay hindi naman matanaw?

 dahil sa patuloy na paglipad ng mga langaw na mahilig makisawsaw 

at wala ng inatupag kung 'di ang habulin ay IKAW?

marami nga ba akong kaagaw? 

(nagmuka ka pang tae)

hehe ikonek niyo na lang talaga, alam kong wala ng sense ang mga sinasabi ko dito

pag ibig nga ba o infatuation  lang  ito?

o diyos ko wag sana akong bigyan ng bagong panibugho

Pedring..

Ballpen, papel kasama na ang kandila na nasa harap ko ngayon.. Walang net at kuryente (shithis)
at patuloy pa rin ginagawa ang tula na pinagawa sakin ng tropa kong si Peter..


Nilalamig at patuloy ang daloy ng mga salita sa aking isip. Mukang mas maganda pa ang tula na nagawa ko sa aking tropa ah? hehe. Nung ginawa ko kasi yung sakin, wala ako sa mood. Haaaaaaaaaaaay! ang tagal magkakuryente -___-


Pedring ano ba itong ipinararanas mo sa akin at sa nakararami.. ayoko ng bagyo dahil damay ang telepono, net at kuryente at yung load na inaantay ko kaninang umaga, wala pa..
Ang tindi ng bagyong to (IMBA KA PEDRING. CHILL CHILL RIN)
maghapon, magdamag kang nagpapakitang gilas jan.. hindi ka araw para magpasikat. 
-__-
naaawa ako sa iba na walang matuluyan sa gantong panahon..
pati sa sarili ko naaawa ako dahil pag walang pasok, wala akong baon! 


hayyyss. bakit nga ba dito ang takbuhan ko sa blog sa tuwing  sumasama ang loob ko. muka ba itong banyo?

Zhen

Sobrang dame kong tawa nang mapanuod ko to.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMhbXQwMmYs&feature=feedrec_grec_index

(segue ulit)
Grabeng experience this week. Ang daming nangyari, pero ang highlight talaga dito, ay nagkabati kami ng kaibigan kong si Angela Hing. Napakatindi ng LQ namin pero sa sobrang sweet niya kinilig ako sa ginawa niya.. Nagbigay ng letter at chocolate. May ganto pala talagang kaibigan nu? naappreciate ko yung effort chaka yung napa amin siya sa nagawa niyang mali, ngayon ko lang natamasa to sa isang kaibigan. At nalaman ko na ganun na lang pala ako ka-importante sakanya. Kaya I fucking love her hihi

ZHEN aka ANGELA

I'm mad at myself,

not you.


I'm mad for always being nice, always aplogizing for things that I didn't do, for getting attached, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you,

but most of all, for not hating you,
which I know I SHOULD......
grrr..

kaya pala..

nagsimba ako kanina. nung homily na, sabi ni father: "If you don't love what you are doing, you tend consider it as a burden." Then I suddenly realized, kaya pala para sakin, burden ang pag-aaral. wahaha! :)) :P

It takes a lot of strength to hold on, but sometimes it takes much more strength to just let go and move on.

It’s really more heartbreaking to realize that people hurt you because you gave them too much freedom to do what they did to you..

IT'S TIME TO GO..

Someone has to move on. But I don't believe I'm strong. That's what you should know

I find it hard to leave you and I just can't understand, What am I without you?
Are we meant to face the end?

If you really need to go, then I will never have to curse you.. And I'll never ever have to beg you
Someday I'll find my way..

I should have to move on. Now that you are finally gone. How am I to know?

Would I learn to rest to live my life again?

This letter will represent my heart

Dear ---
 I've got a letter I would like to send 
It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end. 
But should I trust this dialect? 
To convey the right effect? 


Dear ---
 I've got some things I'd like to set in pen 
I would have used a pencil but lead's just not permanent. 
Should I trust my printer's ink? 
To express the things I think? 

I'll seal it, send it off and wish it luck with its depart. 
This stamp will be every action that carry my affection 
Across the air and land and sea 
Should I trust the postage due? 
To deliver my heart to you? 

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest 
With inside jokes and other folks who've got much more to say 

I hope this helps you see..
Good night.
Signed 


Sincerely me, Lourose.

OMFG ADVANCE BIRTHDAY GIFT NA OH. :|

WHAT THE! I AM GOING TO THIS CONCERT AND THAT IS FINALLLLLL ADVANCE BIRTHDAY GIFT OH, SOMEONE, ANYONE! :( :( :( :(   

DOWN ON MY KNEES, I'M BEGGING YOU PLS! :(

I'm Perfectly lonely.

Had a little love, but I spread it thin  Falling in his arms and out again  Made a bad name for my game around town. Tore up my heart, and shut it down   

I'm Perfectly Lonely

I see friends around from time to time, And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine  

This is always what I say 

 "A simple little kind of free"

Nothing to do  

Nowhere to be

'Cause I don't belong to anyone 

& Nobody belongs to me...

2011- New year, New beginning :)

Dear 2011, please be nice to me, or better yet be amazing! Thank you!

Whenever a new year comes along, we, people most likely try in coming up with some sort of a resolution/s to stick with the entire year, but most of the time we're unable to really stick with it! Haha! So this year Imma put extra effort to stick with it and I think you should, too! 


=]

Adios 2K10!

2010 has definitely been an amazing year for me. A lot of things happened and I'm very glad that I was able to actually survive or even conquer 'em and I feel very blessed for all the blessings God has showered me and my family. This year, great things came my way unexpectedly! -and for that I'm very much grateful! My year's highlight are definitely the 
what I call 

"Paramore's & Usher's concert" 
which happened on  Feb 9, 2010 & July 9, 2010 @MOA


And even this accident that had happened to me

I won't forget this. DEYM. =)) 

(eto na sana yung last na accident na mangyari sakin. every yar na lang kasi e.)

..This Year's Christmas was fine. Its starting to feel a little dry since the number of family members and relatives abroad's getting bigger, plus it's another Christmas without my dad. Christmas isn't really the same without him, without having the whole family celebrate it together. Oh well, still Christmas was good. :) 

May Christmas 2011 be merrier! 

Amen! 

Stuck By A Memory

It's weird whenever I remember something and try on replaying it on my mind over and over again. I always start acting like I've gone nuts whenever it happens. I then start on editing the whole experience myself by being all 
"Oh, Why didn't I do this and that at that time?! I should've really done/said this and that!" 


It's almost magical though 'cause of the feeling like it's actually happening again or that I have gone back in time and experienced it all over again!


 It's an amazing feeling while you're still under the "spell of reminiscing" 
but once you start realizing that it ain't really happening anymore or that it had already happened and had flown with the past, it hits you real bad. 


Like reality just came in front of you and gave you a strong slap in the face, leaving you with the question: "Will it ever happen again?" And you shall not lose hope for it might just happen again weather in a blink of an eye or with a little waiting, either way, I'm willing to wait as long as it's gonna happen again and hopefully a better experience to reminisce will come out of it. :)

BROKE

I have been broke for the longest time. LOL. I owe my cousin some cash. I owe a friend a treat and a plaid top. I owe my 3 friends their birthday gifts. 
Hmm. That's quite a lot. LOL.



That's why I had an agreement with myself that I will not buy anything for myself not until I have paid at least more than half of my utangs..

It was all going well.

Until later, we went to this place. There were stalls. There were DVD's. Series. Movies. So okay, those weren't so tempting. Then straight ahead I saw a large sign "Concert DVDs available here."

Oh no. That wasn't so good. Being the tempted me, I went to see their DVDs and I asked if they have John Mayer concert DVDs. And guess what, they have 3. OH NOOO. T_T

So there. As much as I wanted to refrain myself from buying, I still did. How self centered. T_T Therefore, besides being broke, I have also broken my agreement with myself. HAHA.

I paid for 1 DVD and my mama bought me the other 1. Naawa siguro sakin. HAHAHAHA.