This is the only place where I'm feeling cool

..oo tama dito nga lang sa blog ko. :)
AYUN SUMAPIT NA ANG MAY 21, 2012. (Lunes, 2:29 am)

Yung ang active ng utak ko pero lutang. Nakakatuwa lang kasi, kahit lutang ako ang dami ko pa ring naiisip na bagay. Parang ewan lang sa pakiramdam. Yung mga bagay tulad ng inaantok ka na nga pero ayaw mo pang matulog, nagugutom ka pero ayaw mong kumain kasi, tinatamad ka na magtoothbrush after or natatakot ka lang lumabas ng kwarto kasi madilim sa labas ng kwarto mo. Kaya sa huli nga-nga ka na lang. Nakatunganga sa computer, naka online, nag babasa ng kung anu-ano, tumatawa mag-isa tas biglang emote kapag may naalalang di ka-nais nais.

Buti na lang hindi kami sobrang yaman para magkaron ng camera sa loob ng bahay na nakatutok sayo 24/7. Kung nakikita mo lang siguro sarili mo.. Ang weird siguro panuorin ng sarili mo kapag sa mga gantong oras. Minsan ikaw na lang din gumagawa ng paraan para mapasaya sarili mo sa mga gantong oras e. Yung oras na gustong gusto mong may makausap pero wala. Halos araw-araw na akong ganyan. Nakakalungkot lang kasi parang nawawalan ka na ng i-loolook forward mo para gumising mamayang umaga. Chos.

Nakakasira ng ulo pag walang magawa? para sakin, hindi naman. Dahil napatunayan ko na wala ng ibang pwedeng makapagpa-saya sayo ng tuloy tuloy na walang pagbabago except sa sarili mo. Alam kong tama ako, kasi nararanasan ko yan. Hirap! pero masaya pa din. Kasi nga, ako mismo gumagawa ng way ko para malibang ang sarili ko sa mga gantong oras.

Hey Tropa, Friend, Gays, Girl, Boy, Bakla, Tomboy, Butiki, Baboy, Unggoy na malalapit sakin para sainyo to! :D

Nasabi ko na ba sayo kung ganu ako ka-thankful na dumating ka sa buhay ko? Maaaring nasabi ko na, maaaring hindi pa. Nevertheless, I just want you to know (again, or for the nth time) that I am super duper blessed for having you as a friend. Thank You. I may not be able to let you feel how thankful I am, but i truly and sincerely am. Galing pa sa kaibuturan ng puso ko yan. 

Super bliness ako ni God with all of you, hindi ko na tuloy alam kung panung pasasalamat pa ang gagawin ko para lang maibalik kay God ang nararapat na pagpraise at pagpasalamat sa lahat ng blessings nia sakin. Kaya minsan, parang nakakahiya na humingi kasi sobrang dami na Niang binibigay. Ayun.

Gusto ko magpasalamat sa lahat ng kaibigan ko, sa inyo, kasi deserve niyong makatanggap ng pasasalamat galing sakin after everything you've done for me. Sobrang dami kong naiisip ngaun, pero hindi ko alam kung panu ilalagay lahat dito. Kaya,

 ito nalang: 
Thank you raised to infinity. Mukang joketime pero seryoso talaga ako. Salamat. Mahal ko kayong lahat. :) ka-dramahan blues. HA.

Happiness is all you need. My Article #9

Happiness: A simple yet powerful word that can start a new beginning, or change you perhaps. It is capable of doing a lot of things as it could make or break lives. It could turn strangers in to lovers, turn an idiot to a poet, lead a lost should find its way home or give a shattered heart its new hope. It could complicate things too but what do one care about complication? Most people commonly choose to decide from their heart over their mind. We follow what our heart desires and not what the mind suggests. I, too, am one of those. Eventually, more often than not, things doesn’t work out as we thought it would be and we get hurt. But the hell with bad endings; the future is always uncertain and we only get to live once.

Happiness is hard to define, but most people are aware of whether they are happy or not; they just don't know how. Majority of people believe that happiness is just for luck, and some people are destined to be happy and some aren't. Happiness could not be determined immediately and at any point in the person’s life that happiness could actually only be noticeable towards the end, after they lived it fully, whether not they lived the happy or unhappy life. The word “happiness” comes from a root word ‘hap’ which means luck/chance/fate and that’s why a hapless person is somebody without any luck. The idea of happiness is that when you yourself is believing that you're actually pleased with something. It’s being pleased of what a law or god decreed for you that is true happiness.

People in the world become wretched because they don't accept circumstances that aren't good for them. Well of course, you can't change what has already happened, but you can still enjoy the present - continually dwelling in your past is a sign that you're not properly using your intellect.

I suggest we make the best out of it. We should starting living each day with each passing second, start laughing until we cry, start making memories and get hurt once in a while. What matters is that we chose happiness and we made a decision for ourselves. Don't be afraid to fail for it happens to everybody: it happens to me, it will happen to you and it could happen to anyone. Just be happy and don't give in to what others would say or think. Make the world your empire where you are the king or queen.  Aside from God, you should never be a servant to anyone.

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- L