It's weird whenever I remember something and try on replaying it on my mind over and over again. I always start acting like I've gone nuts whenever it happens. I then start on editing the whole experience myself by being all
"Oh, Why didn't I do this and that at that time?! I should've really done/said this and that!"
It's almost magical though 'cause of the feeling like it's actually happening again or that I have gone back in time and experienced it all over again!
It's an amazing feeling while you're still under the "spell of reminiscing"
but once you start realizing that it ain't really happening anymore or that it had already happened and had flown with the past, it hits you real bad.
Like reality just came in front of you and gave you a strong slap in the face, leaving you with the question: "Will it ever happen again?" And you shall not lose hope for it might just happen again weather in a blink of an eye or with a little waiting, either way, I'm willing to wait as long as it's gonna happen again and hopefully a better experience to reminisce will come out of it. :)
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